30 Days of Gratitude
Day Five
I woke up this morning, well before first light, and peeked
one-eyed and furry-headed at the clock. Said clock is across the bedroom and
getting harder and harder to see without my glasses, which sometimes puts me in
a grouchy mood before my feet even hit the floor.
But this fine fall morning was a SATURDAY, so my first
emotions were relief and thanks that I could snuggle back under the covers,
throw an arm across the sleeping giant next to me and snooze for another hour –
or what the hell, TWO! I’m feeling generous! And lazy!
That warm, mushy feeling was painfully short-lived. About 7 a.m., Buddy and Blue came barrelling into our bedroom, barking as though ax murderers
were right outside the door, threatening to come inside and hack us all to pieces. Or maybe a possum; it's hard to tell with them sometimes.
A growly "SHUSH, puppies!" fell on deaf ears. They ran to the bed, whining and bouncing and spinning around all jiggly and frenetic, then ran back to the door that leads to the deck, whining and barking like they'd just polished off all the water in their bowls and hadn't been out to pee in 37 hours. I was about to fire a pillow at them when I heard the source of their puppydog angst: A dozen or so workers had just shown up next door to start putting a roof on the house that's for sale. Did I mention that it was barely light outside??? And that it was 7 a.m.? Sheesh.
Once they cranked up the forklift-looking vehicle and backed it up -- BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP -- and started hammering up on the roof, it was all over but the crying.
I had planned to write my Gratitude first thing this morning, but I was so surly and pissy that I thought perhaps I'd wait, get in the right spirit, have a bowl of cereal and chill out on the couch. But
(refer back to the second part of the last sentence) that didn't exactly work out. I picked a fight with my teen first, then I picked another with the hubby. (Is it HIS fault that he can sleep through a jackhammer next to the bed?)
(refer back to the second part of the last sentence) that didn't exactly work out. I picked a fight with my teen first, then I picked another with the hubby. (Is it HIS fault that he can sleep through a jackhammer next to the bed?)
So ... the day started off a bit stompy, and I just wasn't in the mood. Harrumph.
But now it's quiet, it's nearly midnight, and I'm looking back on a day that was actually pretty spectacular, all things considered. Hubby and I are still married, still talking, still laughing at --and with -- each other. The teenager is still alive -- and truthfully, did some amazing stuff today. The bedroom is clean (I didn't even have to threaten to barge in in riot gear and toss in teargas.); her toilet's been scrubbed; she did some homework, practiced her trumpet and even spent a few hours walking around the neighborhood, taking some very cool photographs and writing a little poetry. The kitchen is clean. My 26-year-old washer/dryer held on for another day and we all have clean underwear and T-shirts to wear tomorrow. The mini cheesecakes I made for Game Night were scrumptious -- AND I won the second game!
I have an amazing life. And I am absolutely grateful for every inch of it.